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The fact that I think “maybe ill stop eating again” on a daily basis is probably not good

I feel myself slipping into old habits and honestly I’m afraid of myself. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know who to turn to. This feeling is contradictory. I’m the happiest I have ever been, yet I’m more depressed than ever. What do I even do…

These feelings are stronger than ever. The pain in my body. The emptiness in my soul. The lifelessness in my heart. I don’t feel anything but empty. I am empty. I am lost. I am.

I don’t know if I will make it through this well.

What do I do when I can’t save myself anymore and no one seems to notice I need saving?

everything goes downhill when you realize why you do the things you do.

I have no privacy anywhere.

Please get me out of this fake ass town with my fake ass friends.

I cheated as a vegetarian for the first time in 4 months today with a fish taco and now my body hates me. Fuck