I feel myself slipping into old habits and honestly I’m afraid of myself. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know who to turn to. This feeling is contradictory. I’m the happiest I have ever been, yet I’m more depressed than ever. What do I even do…
These feelings are stronger than ever. The pain in my body. The emptiness in my soul. The lifelessness in my heart. I don’t feel anything but empty. I am empty. I am lost. I am.
I don’t know if I will make it through this well.
What do I do when I can’t save myself anymore and no one seems to notice I need saving?